I′m not tryn’a die
I just I don′t wanna be here right now
Oh woah
Woke up this morning did wanna be awake
Not in a dark way, just needed a break
From being inside this head, inside this skin
From the news that won’t stop, the thoughts that won’t end
I′m not on a ledge, I′m just outta my mind
I’m tired of pretending that I′m doin’ fine
I don′t wanna hurt myself
That’s not the point
I just wanna disappear
I wanna be a ghost
Not forever just for now
Need to breathe but don′t know how
I don’t wanna die
I’m just not here
Somewhere in between existing and disappeared
I don′t want die
I just need a pause
Tired of being me
Tired of the cause
I′m just not here